Well I'm only on this account to finish going through the messages. I have everyone re-watched on my other account and that's where everything is going to be uploaded at from now on, ect, lol.

Don't get me wrong I still check over here, but i might just delete this account and stick with the new one.

Okie dokie Rissa made a good point in my last journal.

But because of all this if you want my new gallery PM me please so I can give it to you and you can re-watch me there.

Thankies muchly. As soon as everyone that wants to watch, adds my new account, I'll start putting the art back up.

For those of you who liked it, and those of you who favorited things, I am truely sorry. I am glad you all liked my art. It made me proud to know that. Even made me happy.

Though now I hafta take it all down, because an idiot I know that's not on DA keeps trying to steal it. So I'm taking it all down and just going to put up screen shots and stuff.

At least until I can make this dumbass stop. Dunno if I can, wish me luck you guys. It makes me so unbelievably sad that someone would do this. It practically breaks my heart. But I'll keep favoriting/looking/commenting on ya'll's work when i get the time.

Luffles ya'll, gunna remove my art now. Again to those of you who favorited and stuff I'm sorry again.

Is it just me.. or does life find new ways to screw you over and challenge you just when you think everything is going to be ok again?

My journal is soo old now, and was in need of an update, but let me tell you life can be a bish, and then again, so can i.

April has been one of the worst damn months I've seen yet. July was bad, grandma died on the 4th of last year, which I', still not exactly over. Then Everything was ok till October.. Holidays are sheer hell when a loved one is gone from them all for the first time. Since grandma's death, I've had two more deaths in my family. Christmas also sucked... due to my damn house was broken into and things were stolen. Then we had to move... my neighbor is crazy.. Though I believe he's a stalker..

My scanner still can't be found.. Easter was blah. April was the loverly downfall of my returing sanity. Now I'm bent out of shape and stressed to hell. I've been more explosive.. too much inside to deal with. We found out my dad has cancer... and my mommy has been battling cancer for more than 7 years. So both my parents have cancer now... God I'm losing it I swear. I can't eat, can't sleep. And I've got school on top of helping them. It's an adjustment and a hard one at that.

They both had to have surgery, and there are doctor appointments and my dad's in kemo.. I need a break. It's just at a point where I feel like everything is falling apart around me. There are times I just want to cry, but I can never bring myself to do it. My temper has taken a turn for the worst due to everything that has happened.. I just want it all to end..

Granted there are people out there that have it worse than I do at the moment and I know this. But I just need to vent right now. Any wayz I love ya all but this is why I've not been on here so often. And I dun want to risk going off on anyone... again... So I'ma take my happy arse to bed..

So has teh Asylum Mauler died? Nah, me die, ha. I'm alive and kickin'. Anyway my internet is up and running again, yahoo took a crap and died on me. I have Roadrunner now though. But I my friends, am like a boomerrang <Sp, dunno, dun't care atm> throw me as far as ya want, and I come back. Lol.

Better news, teh Mauler has more artwork to put up onto the site. Bad news: moved and can't find scanner yet. Lol so the art will have to wait to make it's way on the site. Also in my 3 month absence, much has happened.

Christmas, my house was broken into so we had to move. As I stated, my scanner is lost, prolly still in the closet. I have missed you all, and honestly I'm glad to be back again.

As far as the messages are concerned, I will get to them slowly but surely, lol. Anywayz, I'll update more. But it'll prolly go slow, teh Mauler starts school next week, yay! Byez fer now. (=